waiting

it feels like forever since ive blogged, i think i will start again. im waiting for my dad to get ready to take me to school. ariana called me to help make the asb shirt designs :D. im thankful that God can give me the creativity i have to do so. anyways, sometimes i think of how the people that are called "christians" or "catholics" in our school do all these things (drugs, sex, etc etc). it gives God a bad name.. it doesn't matter if you're christian or catholic! all you need to do is to love God, spend time with him, obey him, and have a holy lifestyle. haha i think too much.. anyways, God is good, and schools gonna be hecka fun next year. ill post my schedule later or tomorrow :D. k my dad's outta the shower. bye.

Oh God..

Oh my God, life is so hard.. I need your help.. It's one thing after another, and It's all in my head.. I'm gonna freaking explode.. Oh God.. I'm thinking too much.. please give me that unexplainable peace..

bye grandma..

i just came back from the hospital.. its 4:27 am. my grandma just passed away.. but i thank God for what He's done for us. When my grandma had to go to surgery, she had about a 20% chance to live, and she made it through that.. so i thank God for getting her through that. i know that everything happens for a reason.. but i need you guys' prayers for my family, especially my dad.. hes taking this really hard. please pray for us so that this family will hold together, because i dont know whats going to come up..

i think my grandma was waiting for us to come before she left, because 15 minutes after we got there, she passed..

even through all of this, God is good..

i wont be going to school tomorrow..

i wonder what Heaven is like...

empty

my grandma's bed is empty today.

we just got back from the usc hospital. they just did surgery on my grandma and will continue tomorrow. i used to get so mad when she kept on telling me to eat, or do something.. now i miss her voice.. but i know everything happens for a reason. we're not sure whats gonna happen, but God is still good.

emak

my grandma is going to spend the night in the hospital tonight.. they said that there was something wrong with her lungs or something. for some reason, im not worried. i think i know that by now God always works things for the good of His will, so i know he'll take care of her. still, there's always room for prayer :)

i dislike

i don't use the word hate, so i'll use dislike. i dislike when people get stupid and change for the worst.

grand uncle

so yesterday my grand uncle, which i haven't seen for 10 years, came from hong kong to visit us. it was nice to see my grandma see her brother again. she was so happy she cried haha.. its nice to see my grandma smile once in a while.