Oh God..

Oh my God, life is so hard.. I need your help.. It's one thing after another, and It's all in my head.. I'm gonna freaking explode.. Oh God.. I'm thinking too much.. please give me that unexplainable peace..

bye grandma..

i just came back from the hospital.. its 4:27 am. my grandma just passed away.. but i thank God for what He's done for us. When my grandma had to go to surgery, she had about a 20% chance to live, and she made it through that.. so i thank God for getting her through that. i know that everything happens for a reason.. but i need you guys' prayers for my family, especially my dad.. hes taking this really hard. please pray for us so that this family will hold together, because i dont know whats going to come up..

i think my grandma was waiting for us to come before she left, because 15 minutes after we got there, she passed..

even through all of this, God is good..

i wont be going to school tomorrow..

i wonder what Heaven is like...