waiting

it feels like forever since ive blogged, i think i will start again. im waiting for my dad to get ready to take me to school. ariana called me to help make the asb shirt designs :D. im thankful that God can give me the creativity i have to do so. anyways, sometimes i think of how the people that are called "christians" or "catholics" in our school do all these things (drugs, sex, etc etc). it gives God a bad name.. it doesn't matter if you're christian or catholic! all you need to do is to love God, spend time with him, obey him, and have a holy lifestyle. haha i think too much.. anyways, God is good, and schools gonna be hecka fun next year. ill post my schedule later or tomorrow :D. k my dad's outta the shower. bye.

Oh God..

Oh my God, life is so hard.. I need your help.. It's one thing after another, and It's all in my head.. I'm gonna freaking explode.. Oh God.. I'm thinking too much.. please give me that unexplainable peace..

bye grandma..

i just came back from the hospital.. its 4:27 am. my grandma just passed away.. but i thank God for what He's done for us. When my grandma had to go to surgery, she had about a 20% chance to live, and she made it through that.. so i thank God for getting her through that. i know that everything happens for a reason.. but i need you guys' prayers for my family, especially my dad.. hes taking this really hard. please pray for us so that this family will hold together, because i dont know whats going to come up..

i think my grandma was waiting for us to come before she left, because 15 minutes after we got there, she passed..

even through all of this, God is good..

i wont be going to school tomorrow..

i wonder what Heaven is like...

empty

my grandma's bed is empty today.

we just got back from the usc hospital. they just did surgery on my grandma and will continue tomorrow. i used to get so mad when she kept on telling me to eat, or do something.. now i miss her voice.. but i know everything happens for a reason. we're not sure whats gonna happen, but God is still good.

emak

my grandma is going to spend the night in the hospital tonight.. they said that there was something wrong with her lungs or something. for some reason, im not worried. i think i know that by now God always works things for the good of His will, so i know he'll take care of her. still, there's always room for prayer :)

i dislike

i don't use the word hate, so i'll use dislike. i dislike when people get stupid and change for the worst.

grand uncle

so yesterday my grand uncle, which i haven't seen for 10 years, came from hong kong to visit us. it was nice to see my grandma see her brother again. she was so happy she cried haha.. its nice to see my grandma smile once in a while.

sadies!

i dont feel like talking in proper caps today.. so i wondered if super crew was coming to our sadies, so me and my curious self emailed their manager, jesse santos. here is the conversation.. (from bottom up)

Yes sir, We are on for your school

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From: Mike Hari
Date: Sat, 14 Mar 2009 21:24:04 -0700 (PDT)
To:
Subject: Re: SUPER CREW: Walnut High School Confirmation

I'm sorry? So you guys ARE performing at Walnut High School? It's not just a myth? They announced it over the loudspeaker, but I didn't believe them..

From: "jessewithsupercrew@yahoo.com"
To: Mike Hari
Sent: Saturday, March 14, 2009 9:03:58 PM
Subject: Re: SUPER CREW: Walnut High School Confirmation

Perfect, Thank you

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From: Mike Hari
Date: Sat, 14 Mar 2009 19:03:22 -0700 (PDT)
To: Jesse Santos
Subject: Re: SUPER CREW: Walnut High School Confirmation

It starts at 7:30 PM. The dance will take place at Walnut High School, and not The Grove. Is Super Cr3w performing in WHS at 7:30 PM?
From: Jesse Santos
To: Mike Hari
Sent: Friday, March 13, 2009 10:10:30 AM
Subject: SUPER CREW: Walnut High School Confirmation

Hey there Mike,

We just need to know the time of your event and if I am correct did we say that it will be held at "THE GROVE" .... Please advise?

JESSELEE SANTOS
Manager/Director of Operations
SUPER CREW, LLC
2024 Puffer Beach Court
North Las Vegas, NV 89081
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From: Mike Hari
To: Jessewithsupercrew@yahoo.com
Sent: Friday, March 13, 2009 11:43:00 AM
Subject: Walnut High School Confirmation

I go to Walnut High School, and I was wondering, is Super Cr3w really performing at our Sadies dance on Saturday, March 28?


start here ^


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so yeah i guess theyre coming haha. i dont think their manager reads his emails very well haha. freakin confusing lol. so now im going to sadies to watch super crew and whs' best dance crew. michael hari does not like to do the freaking... me and felicia are dressing up as volleyball players haha. she says she doesnt want to be a basketball player like errbody else, so shes a volleyball player. shes wearing spankies.. my freakin undies are long than those haha. i think itll be fun though. im just gonna stand there and watch the dancing. what pants and shirt should i wear though? fel says to wear black basketball pants and a v-neck, but thats kinda plain.. anybootay got suggestions?


anyways, i feel blessed. ardi gave me harmon kardon speakers, and even though theyre kinda messed up, they work :D. my mom bought chipotle and my tummy is gonna freakin blow. i realized i have a lot to be thankful for haha.


i want to join asb. i think i could really make a change in the school through asb. i want to try out for the media tech commissioner. i can do lots of things with media, and i think i can contribute a lot to the school with whatever i can do.

"i like you!"

O.O! The randomest thing happened to me yesterday. I was walking out of PE to my fourth, when this mentally challenged girl walks up in front of me. She turns around and says, "Hey!". Sure enough, I said, "Hey...". Then we start walking again and again she turns around and says, "I like you!", and then I say.. "Oh.. okay..." Then she turned back around and walk. Again, she says, "I like you." I felt so awkward at the time haha. So I just continue to walk as she turns around one last time to say, "I have a boyfriend." By this time I was running lol. But that's what happened yesterday.. goodness.. lol. Why do I always have experiences with mentally challenged kids? First the ice cream.. now this..

RECORDING!

Alo everbootay!! I haven't been on this thing in like years haha. Anyways, I recorded a cover of She Was Mine by AJ, and it turned out okay.. I put in the T-Pain effect for my voice so everytime I do a little vibrato, it distorts it and "T-pains" it up. Haha. Anyways, here's what I have so far. I'm not done yet.. It's kinda messy..

www.myspace.com/harithefup

its the last song on the playlist.

Anyways.. GO QUEST!!!!! WHOOO! They won haha. I was screaming like a mother when they won lol. So on Friday in Chalew's class, during the vocab and latin roots test, I rubbed my eye and my right contact lense rolled to the back of my eye.. I asked to go to the restroom and after about 7 minutes of poking and rolling my eyes, I managed to get it out. I tried to put it back on again, but it was bent.. so it wouldn't stay and I had to throw it away. Hey, that rhymed haha. Anyways, I went through my day with one blind eye. It felt like a dream lol.

Feel the Beat.

Yesterday I went to the Feel the Beat concert in Anaheim. It was my first "concert" with a fee that I went to. It was worth the 15 bucks haha. There was Gabe, Cathy, Permejo, and Passion. They're all freakin bomb haha. Also, Super Cr3w, Fanny Pak, and Kabbamodern performed. There was another dance group called World Famous, but I didn't like them. There was this one guy sitting next to me, and he kept on saying all of the names of the girls. When Passion called out Gabe to perform with him, he yelled out, "CATHY NGUYEN!!!!" and then when they started to perform he yelled, "YURI TAG!!!" hahaha freakin hilarious. After Super Cr3w performed, these 3 guys went on stage and started to rap. I thought it ruined the ending to the show. Everybody left when they started rapping haha. So we tried to go outside to try to get pictures with all the youtube stars, but I couldn't move! The crowd was mobbing gabe, and randolph haha. I didn't see passion at the tables though. That one guy from Fanny Pak walked towards the table near me and I got a picture of him. Then I went towards my brother who was near Gabe Bondoc's table and I turned to the left and Lydia Paek from Boxcuttuhz walked in! I tapped my brother on the shoulder and told him, and he gave me his cell phone so he could take a picture with her. Then, all these girls started to scream like crazy. I turned around, and Passion was like next to me haha. He brushed past my shoulder and the security guards were telling everybody to move. I got a picture of him from my brother's cell phone haha.

After that we went out, and I took a picture with Lydia Paek then went to the parking lot. Wongso saw the three guys from Kabbamodern walking to their cars on the upper level, so we ran up stairs but they were gone by then. We then started shouting out Yuri Tag, since the other Kabbamodern guys just left. We walked past this one girl that was wearing a hiphy, shiny leathered jacket, with red nikes, and she was about to go inside her car and when Wongso yelled out "Yuri!", I noticed she stopped for a while. Then Beavis was like, "Man, that's not Yuri, let's go". Then she got in her car. Wongso was so sure that it was Yuri haha and so when she drove by he told us to see who it is. Guess who it turned out to be? Yep, Yuri Tag. Missed a picture opportunity there haha. Nobody was around either.. So then Wongso was upset after that because the only picture he wanted was with her. Then we went home and I slept.

Shoot.. after going to that concert, I wanna be a youtoob star haha.


sold out.


fanny pak.


randolph permejo.


yeah, i was that close to passion. he kinda looks like an iguana haha.


lydia from the side


us and lydia :D. she's nice haha.

Yes.

So I think I'm going to start talking with correct capitalization now. Anyways, on Monday, I helped my dad cook some salt and pepper squid. I gutted about 5 lbs. of squid. It smelled fishy and felt mushy, but it was worth it. It took me about an hour or two, I don't remember, but after we mixed it with corn starch, and deep fried it, I was proud of myself :D.


Lots of veggies on top, but also lots of squid on the bottom


Close-up.

So I watched the Curious Case of Benjamin Button. I liked the movie, but I thought the ending sucked. He should've just gotten ran over or something.. seriously..

grandma..

my grandma has breast cancer, and shes been getting chemoed for a while now.. her hair is slowly going away, and i get so sad sometimes when i see her.. nothing bad happened before today.. i don't know what is happening. today my brother called and told me i needed to go home to take care of my grandma. i went home and when i went home, my mom had to go to work with my dad, and so beavis and his friend took my mom to her workplace. i was home with my grandma and she looked sicker than usual. she went into my mom's room and i thought that she was going to sleep there, but instead she took a shower. i didn't know she was taking a shower until an hour later she came out and told me that she couldn't move for an hour and that she was just sitting in the shower for an hour.. she said she was yelling for me, but i didnt hear because i was all the way in the kitchen. i became so worried after and i felt guilty, because i was supposed to look out for her. she's starting to throw up whatever she eats now, due to the side effects of the chemotherapy, but thats not what really worries me. what worries me is that sometimes, she dozes off, and doesn't remember anything afterwards.. guys, my grandma needs your prayer, so please place her in your prayers okay? i know that with God, nothing is impossible, and i know that this test that God gives us will turn into a testimony. keep my grandma in your prayers okay? pray that she will be healed in Jesus' name, and that she will beat the cancer.. thanks guys..

recording cables!

so yesterday my recording cables came! it is awesomeness. i can record my guitar or piano, or bass by plugging them into the computer! also i got a mic cable so you can sing too. i made some beats on the piano, and did a decode cover. im not done with it yet though.. still working on the violin from the piano. so whoever wants to cover or record anything is welcome to do so :D.anyways, i'll post it on to my music myspace after im done.

i went home and took a nap at 4 haha. i just woke up to narisa asha kanchanavatanakituvongcharoen's call about the chem h study guide.

so today was the chem h test. i dislike that chem test.. but its okay haha. i find julius caesar kind of interesting, and i don't fall asleep anymore because we just watch the video now instead of read it. i don't understand how the actors can quote the script line by line! its freakin ridiculous! maybe people in the 1950s were just hecka smart.. haha.

so right now im looking at the world war hulk comic that sits on top of my computer. greg let me borrow it, but i hadnt had a chance to read it yet. im still working on civil war.. where captain america gets shot in the head by some random guy. yes, i enjoy reading comics. i cant read books though.. unless they're really interesting. okay, i smell my mother's cooking. time to eat :D

God is freakin amazing.

He really is. oh my gosh the past 2 days, i've been experiencing Him like never before. no more of this baby christian stuff.. you have no idea the things that happened today. God is bringing the supernatural and i am seeing these things. there is a movement right now that's going and if you're not gonna move with the flow, youre gonna miss out. today at the prophetic camp, we worshipped like never before. it was a crazy awesome worship... our worship leader, eric lugiman dropped down on the floor and just kneeled before God's presence. all of a sudden he looked up and his face was pale white. his eyes were all puffy and he lost his hearing. for 5 minutes he couldn't hear anything, and he left the worship and tried to wash his ears but nothing was working. then he told us after that during those 5 minutes when he couldn't hear, God spoke to him directly on what he wanted him to do during this year. oh my... God is really working man.. while eric lugiman was sharing his eyes were puffed out. really though, God is working and using us right now. i learned that your words have power, so be careful what you say, even if it's a joke.

i'm so excited right now! im not depending on "retreats" anymore to be excited. i am not ashamed of the gospel. God is good. i encourage you guys to jump onboard. if you treat God just as a religion, you are not onboard.. God loves you no matter what you've done, remember that.

i am gonna stop saying negative things now hahaha. i dont cuss or anything, but sometimes i say "i hate this" or "i cant do this" and i gotta stop.

whoo.. God is good :)

so ive been thinking

and i act differently around some people than others.. messed up.. whatever. so today i was looking at some microphone and guitar cables that i can plug in the compuutaah and record, and i found some! my mom was in a good mood today so she bought it for us (me and me brothars). also today mr lim was cupid for this one valentine's day thing haha. nasshty haha. heres the picture


HAHAHAHAHAHA!

i am blind.

i really am. i have not seen my glasses since sunday. where oh where are my glasses...? im wearing contacts at 9 PM at home. goodness..






edit: my mother found it in a rack of clothes :D! gotta love your mom. she wrote a note that said "MIKE I FOUND IT :)" and then when i saw the note, she wrote it on frozen yogurt coupons that i was looking for and i was like cool, she found the coupons haha. i didnt even notice my glasses in front of my eyes lol. stupid me.

HEROES!

YES! HEROES TODAY! i cant wait. anyways, i got 3 wrong on my spanish test. i dont get math. i learned no such thing by john mayer on the gueetah. i still wanna learn piano.

moi sundai

today was pretty good! went to crown in the morning at 10:30.. 30 minutes late but that's okay haha. to be honest, crown is a bit tedious.. i want to learn about handling money when i make money, not now. anyways, service was awesome. the whole congregation worshipped for an hour straight and after that i was tired so when mike was preaching, my eyes started to slowly close but then i ate valerie's hot tamales and that made me focus.



michelle's right. i always talk about food on every post haha. anyways im hungry. i needa do my hw. i cant find my glasses. im wearing my contacts. k, hw time.

I CUT MY OWN HAIR!

so today in spanish, i didn't do my notecards because i didnt know that the website was working again, so i didnt make them. i borrowed bryan's just before class started, but when hauptmann was checking for it, God reminded me of what i was doing and so i felt bad haha. i didnt get the points for the notecard.. sry bryan lol. but because i didnt cheat, my friend who was about to cheat saw me and said that he felt bad too. see the impact you can make when you obey?? haha

anyways i cut my own hair today! i went to upper house with the indos and then went to my dad's barber shop and cut my own hair. it wasnt much.. just the sides that were a bit too long. i should try to cut my own hair again sometime. i have never paid for a haircut in my life.. ever.

uuupddaaate

woow its been hecka long since ive posted a blog.. lol. anyways, ill sum up what i didnt blog in a few words and a few pictures.
















ate a humungo caramel apple from the chocolate factory




mary's 18th at the hilton



saw a rainbow outside of costco.

other than that, everything was whatevers..

so today after 6th per, i was going towards the bus, when i noticed that i left my vitamin water at hauptmanns. i went all the way back to his class because i still had like half of the bottle left, and he told me he threw it away. i went back to the bus, but it left me. freakin bus.. haha. whatever. i had fun though after school with errbody. so then i took the foothill bus, and then bought 4 burgers at jack in the box for me and my brother. im so fat.. haha. also im trying to make a picture look like obama's hope poster with photoshop just for kicks :). i think imma do it tomorrow.

drum drum

so today in math we got seat changes, and when my teacher was talking, i fell asleep. she pointed me out and told me to help her with a problem haha.. freakin ms.I... anyways i had no idea what she was talking about, but it was a good thing she woke me up like that, because now i understand. i left my spanish book at home again, and i didn't want hauptmann to see me borrow a book twice so i borrowed michael le's and he told me to meet him at his locker after the bell rang. i used his book and after school ended i waited by his locker and he took forever. i take the school bus. i missed the school bus.. but i gave him back his book. that's what i get for not bringing my book haha. so then i chillaxed with alinda, kanchana, julian, and sam after school and it was purty fun. julian missed the bus too haha. i haven't been around the student parking lot after school because i take the school bus and wongso (my usual ride home) goes to mt sac. but then i took the foothill transit bus and walked home.

in a bit, my friend John is going to take back his cymbals off of my drumset.. i like his cymbals.. and his crash. my other friend broke my crash, so i've been using John's. I haven't played drums in a while, so i just decided to play, and it was dang fun. i was listening to my phone from my headphones, and i just drummed to some paramore. i love paramore. hayley williams is awesome.. anyways, my grandma is making me some eggs right now with some chicken she made. smells delish. if paramore's gonna be at bamboozle imma go. ive never been to a real concert before haha. also ive never been to disneyland.. aii.. haha. k, grandma calls. eating time :D.

OBAMAMAMA DAY!

so today i dont remember what dream i had. i think its better that way. i dont like it when people make awkward moments.. i know its inevitable, but still. i dont like it when people use indirect comments to try to send you a message.. but then again i do that too sometimes haha.

anyways, today was obama day, and the school was allowed to show us the inauguration on tv. i enjoyed it haha. obama's promising, but im worried if he'd give in to ALL of america's requests, because somethings we want, we dont need. my teacher told me that schools in texas weren't allowed to watch the inauguration because they say that it would interrupt with "education".. education > historical moment? hmm.. haha. where does bush come from? yeap, texas. haha.

so now im eating belgium chocolate from fresh n easy. its freakin huge. i need help finishing it haha. it was only 2 bucks for a pound, so my mom bought a bunch only to find out that its going to expire in like 2 weeks.. i knew it was too good to be true haha.


20 minutes in.. half more to go..


plus that much more. times 2. and also a dark chocolate one. haha!

people change..

so today i had another weird dream! i dreamt that somebody microwaved my dog, melville, and then when i touched him, his arm fell off. hahaha. my mom told me it was because of all the violent movies i watched but last night i watched wall-e again.. maybe it was because eva's arm fell off haha. then i woke up and ate some fried rice my dad made. it was hecka spicy hahaha. i ate a little but was full of water to cool my tongue. then i watched resident evil degeneration which was awesomeness..

but now im thinking of life. people change. some change is good, but others arent.. theres people in my life that change because the world got to em, because they wanted to be part of the world. theres people in my life that forgot what their real purpose is.. and how they're supposed to be for Christ.. theres people in my life that acts totally different from when i knew them just not too long ago. theres people in my life that need prayer, and i will always pray for them no matter what. i know it seems impossible for those people to go back to God, but with God, nothing is impossible. but then again, i need to look at myself again.. how have i changed since i first fell in love with God? how have i depended on Him now? we need to all go to the basics mang... and go back to the God that created us..

DREAM

so today i had a dream. it was a wonderful dream. oh so wonderful... i was in an estate thing, and i met hayley williams. and then i gave her a hug. such a wonderful dream.. oii.. okay, so, anyways today i was rushing to finish the abbanews design for church and was late to church. i was proud of my work though! i wanted it to have a more professional look, so not so much designs on it, but enough so its still attractive. heres the final product



cover: giving the best


bulletin and announcements. (click for full view)


now im hungry and want a ride to in n out so i can get fat.

SWEET 16TH BRA-DAY PARTAY

so today was kristan's sweet 16th. we had a photoshoot, and then ate at buca di beppo. i've heard about buca di beppo but have never actually been to it until today. we ate like mothers.. our first round consisted of fried calimari with sauce. second, we got some spaghetti. third, some lemon chicken. and fourth, some pizza. there was a lot of pizza. our table finished it all hahaha. eevee ate like a mother, and we just told ghost stories after at the house. then i went home. im sleepy..

ooh yeah i almost forgot! christian came home today from indo! ill be seeing him tomorrow, and hopefully tatya too. gotta love those two.. and also its tito's birthday today, and tiff thong's tomorrow :). happy birthday everybody.

ABDC!

so today i woke up at 2:00 PM which is rare. yesterday, ABDC was freakin awesome, but i was disappointed in the west crews, but im sure they'll do better. SO, 2 more crews to add to my list. aside from quest (who did crazy yesterday), team millenia (not bad not bad..), and boxcuttuhz (im sure they'll do better).. the all girl, crew beat freaks, and ABDC's first stomping crew strikers all stars were really good on the premiere!


STOMP THAT YARD!


they're in the same dance group as jabbawockeez and super cr3w, which is the groovaloos, so who knows? haha. we might have a third groovaloo as a champion.


poor boxcuttahz though, they didn't do as good as i expected, and they ALMOST got cut, but G.O.P took the fall, and boxcuttahz has another chance. lydia paek is still sad bout it though. haha.

WHOOO!

no more finals! whoo! im so happy haha. time to sit back and watch the season 3 premiere of americas best dance crew!! whoooooo!! heres the three crews im rooting for


of course, team millenia


quest crew


and boxcuttuhz! they have lydia paek in it, and little did i know that that girl doesnt just sing, but she can dance! haha.

yesterday and today

so yesterday at racket sports, i was going to buy me some strawberry shortcake from the ice cream machine, so i put my dollar in, and picked strawberry shortcake, but it was sold out. All of a sudden this kid comes up and looks inside the vending machine, trying to steal my ice cream! so then i found out he was mentally challenged, and he kept telling me to buy this one selection, but that one was sold out too, and i took too long making a choice, so my money went back outta the machine. then he started to yell, "i want to buy this for me!!" so then i told him that it was sold out but he told me to try again. so i left, and started talking to my friend sam. then this other guy went to buy some ice cream but the mentally challenged kid started to try to take this guy's dollar! this guy was like wteff? and he accidentally dropped his dollar, so the kid picked it up. he put the money in and chose the ice cream, and took the ice cream and WALKED away. not even run, just walked. hahaha! so then the guy's friends started laughing.. haha. i laughed too. it was a good experience haha. so then i went to racket sports and played for 2nd place in the tournament. i won 2nd, and was to play the next day for 1st place.

so then today was finals.. i studied for english and i think i did okay, cause i knew about 90 percent of the stuff. so then i went to racket sports and got beat for 1st place, but it was okay because i still got gatorade and twinkies (mmm.. hehe). so then after that, i studied the rest of the period because my teacher let. then i watched narisa asha kanchanavatanakituvongcharoen dance with her group for finals, and then went back to studying for chem. at lunch i spent my time studying even more in the library, and after that was chem. so i sat down in my seat and started the test, and i did well the first few questions but then i dozed off and slept during the test haha. i had a dream, but forgot what it was, so then i woke up, did 3 problems, and fell back asleep with a different dream (which i forgot again). so i woke up and slapped myself in the face (not really) and started to get to work. i guess i didn't study enough, because i had to guess on more than 1 problem... okay, more than 5 problems. so then i finished the rest of the test, and i think i did okay on the last parts, but yeah haha. tomorrow is math and spanish, but theres no point studying for math, because ill still have a C no matter what i get on the finals. ive never gotten a C before.. geez.. looks like i needa study for spanish though..

oh yea i almost forgot. today's the first day i havent taken a shower before school. which reminds me, imma go shower haha.

blog!

okay so narisa kanchananana told me to create a blog, so here we go.