God is freakin amazing.

He really is. oh my gosh the past 2 days, i've been experiencing Him like never before. no more of this baby christian stuff.. you have no idea the things that happened today. God is bringing the supernatural and i am seeing these things. there is a movement right now that's going and if you're not gonna move with the flow, youre gonna miss out. today at the prophetic camp, we worshipped like never before. it was a crazy awesome worship... our worship leader, eric lugiman dropped down on the floor and just kneeled before God's presence. all of a sudden he looked up and his face was pale white. his eyes were all puffy and he lost his hearing. for 5 minutes he couldn't hear anything, and he left the worship and tried to wash his ears but nothing was working. then he told us after that during those 5 minutes when he couldn't hear, God spoke to him directly on what he wanted him to do during this year. oh my... God is really working man.. while eric lugiman was sharing his eyes were puffed out. really though, God is working and using us right now. i learned that your words have power, so be careful what you say, even if it's a joke.

i'm so excited right now! im not depending on "retreats" anymore to be excited. i am not ashamed of the gospel. God is good. i encourage you guys to jump onboard. if you treat God just as a religion, you are not onboard.. God loves you no matter what you've done, remember that.

i am gonna stop saying negative things now hahaha. i dont cuss or anything, but sometimes i say "i hate this" or "i cant do this" and i gotta stop.

whoo.. God is good :)