Wednesday, February 11, 2009

grandma..

my grandma has breast cancer, and shes been getting chemoed for a while now.. her hair is slowly going away, and i get so sad sometimes when i see her.. nothing bad happened before today.. i don't know what is happening. today my brother called and told me i needed to go home to take care of my grandma. i went home and when i went home, my mom had to go to work with my dad, and so beavis and his friend took my mom to her workplace. i was home with my grandma and she looked sicker than usual. she went into my mom's room and i thought that she was going to sleep there, but instead she took a shower. i didn't know she was taking a shower until an hour later she came out and told me that she couldn't move for an hour and that she was just sitting in the shower for an hour.. she said she was yelling for me, but i didnt hear because i was all the way in the kitchen. i became so worried after and i felt guilty, because i was supposed to look out for her. she's starting to throw up whatever she eats now, due to the side effects of the chemotherapy, but thats not what really worries me. what worries me is that sometimes, she dozes off, and doesn't remember anything afterwards.. guys, my grandma needs your prayer, so please place her in your prayers okay? i know that with God, nothing is impossible, and i know that this test that God gives us will turn into a testimony. keep my grandma in your prayers okay? pray that she will be healed in Jesus' name, and that she will beat the cancer.. thanks guys..

5 comments:

  1. oh my. fasho i'll pray for her.
    well she probably only has a few more chemo sessions left right? it gets better after (:

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  2. don't worry michael she'll be healed in Jesus' name. ^___^
    ill pray for it to be healed (:

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  3. i've only known her since the beginning of freshmen year.

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  4. yah mike.. i told my mommy about your grandma's condition. everytime i think about you boys.. i always pray for your grandma.. man.. be strong.. there is hope in the Lord.. even though things looks tough rite now God is good, he is in control.
    remember the ESC values.. its not about right or wrong its about your response.
    your response to your grandma's comment and condition counts right now.
    eventhough she mite yell at you or cause so much stress at home.. always pray and pray and pray.

    i can kinda relate.. not in the grandma stuff but in the storms I am facing right now..
    remember God gives a hope and future JEremiah 29:11

    Your grandma is in Gods hand. always was and always WIll.. God bless you Mike!! Stay strong in the Lord.. through this I know your family will become more united and even closer. I speak Live into your family.. watch and see, even your parents will open their eyes and truly experience the goodness of God, whatever will happen in the future!!!

    OH and i got a prophetic message.. that verse that says give your first earning or something to God. there was a message from a prophetic event that said.. it doesn't have to be money that you have to give up. It can be your time... so now you boys will have to unite even more. set aside a time where you three boys or even as a family pray evryday, whether it be nite or day.

    its so sad to see you in this situation but keep on holding on that GOD NEVER WASTE A HURT....!!! THere is HOPE in the Lord.
    im not preachin or anythin. this really applies to my life too at the moment!!!

    so there AMENNNNN!!!

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  5. oh yah. also.. when you surrender fully and love GOd fully with your heart, mind and soul, God sees that and will honor you becuase of the right motivation okay!

    GBU my brother in Christ. !!!

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